My pains getting stronger as war drives me harder. A cold sweat of fear drips from my face. I’ve been here for so many months I can’t seem to escape. This is not where I pictured myself at just nineteen years old. My feelings have changed from calm into terror; the days so hot, the nights so cold. Dreading to stay, but afraid to leave. A world without war I can’t perceive. I regret ever wanting to kill.
I’m worn out. I’m worn to the bone. Feels like this fear is getting the best of me. I’ve never felt so alone in a war that’s ripped me away from home.
The months. They still pass, and they’re not going fast. Every day is one more eternity. The fears numbing out as I scream and I shout. Another dead brother in my arms. I’m pulling the trigger, and nothing can stop me as I take another’s life. I’m finding myself not trying to change this murderous being I have become. I have no desire to be in this place. Expressions been lifted from my face. War’s stolen the place of my good memories.
I’m worn out. I’m worn to the bone. Feels like this fear is getting the best of me. I’ve never felt so alone in a war that’s ripped me away from home.
I feel so compromised. My morals have been let go. I find my eyes wandering towards the sky. Saying a prayer to send me home. I’m worn out. I’m worn to the bone. Feels like this fear is getting the best of me. I’ve never felt so alone in a war that’s ripped me away from home. I feel so compromised. My morals have been let go. I find my eyes wandering towards the sky. Saying a prayer to send me home. A prayer to send me home.
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